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just got home from vacation today  lets just not discuss that ... now i'm trying to get my parents to allow me to go somehwere tonite ... i'll update tomorrow... leave me comments??

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random update ... i like BACON

well... new layout first off... figured i'd state the obvious because thats what i like to do  how has everyone been lately?... i miss everyone from school... i mean dont get me wrong, i love hanging out with the select few that i have been hanging out with, but i miss having a diverse group of people to talk to... i think summer is going by pretty fast and that sucks  well at least i'm having fun while it happens... i guess along with fun comes trouble though and i've had quite a bit of that.. im not gonna go into detail and tell the whole story because i dont want to make my business into everyone else's business, so lets just say i've made some pretty huge mistakes in the last week or two of my life.. but talking about it wont make it better so now i have to do what i can to fix everything... so far i'm doin better i mean i've done a few things to start off and for the first time in a VERY LONG time i'm beginning to be happy again... i think this is really good because maybe now i can go back to the way i used to be.. everyone has a way they "used to be" but some of us arent as good off now as we were back then... between the end of my 8th grade year and the beginning of my 9th grade year i changed... and not for the better, i'm willing to admit this now... i've talked to a few people about it and i've realized what they mean now.. i used to be so nice to everyone and such a trustworthy person.. now i'm not... i guess i'd like to work on becoming who i "used to be"...

... sorry for a kinda long entry, had a lot that i needed to get out ...